Thank you Heavenly Father for hope of much good things to come in my life.  I feel that there is much to be received by thy plan and loving kindness that I am awaken to confidence in my distress.  Thou has prepared before time, in obedience to thy word I would be blessed.  And thou has been faithful to keep thy promises interceding in my heart and in my life to make good works to come to pass.  I have felt hope through Holy Ghost thou would redeem me to provide for my family's needs that we may worship thee in safety and happiness of heart.  I love thee Heavenly Father for all that we are about to receive for I know that thy gifts are what is good for our spirit and what is best for us.  Thou fills the desire of our hearts and provides our needs again and again by redeeming of our spirit upon repentance of our sins.  Thou has faithfully brought us back to grace of thy spirit that we are not afraid to always try to follow thy ways.  We are always mindful of thy uplifting and merciful ways that we are never too far from calling out to thee for redemption of our hearts and our lives.  Thou art generous in all thy gifts and rendering of wisdom and understanding.  I love thee Father for all my suffering and afflictions was not in vain for thou has used even evils of this world for good of thy people in perfecting our spirit and reaping of our rewards in heaven.  I love you Father for thou has prepared thy kingdom for those who are faithful to the end.

I came upon this place of happiness, in your presence where we are met by hopfulness of our friends.  We've never thought we would meet today by prayer of those who knew our hearts.  It's been long time since we last met because we were away learning our own lessons and finally matured in recieving eachother in love and we were humbled and thankful.  You told me you've been through a lot of heartaches and wondered if I was grieving your unhappiness. I said I was distressed over your suffering and did not have hope to lift you up for I was learning my own lesson. But now I know that in order for me to come out of my own suffering I needed to lift you up first and by keeping my eye on others, my good works can lift me out of my own pit of sadness.  I have hoped that genuine love I saw in few would also come my way when I have learned to fully appreciate you, treasure you, and serve you well.  I've learned how to be myself fully but now I know how to be who I want to be by loving and taking care of all souls and all good things that surrounds me.  You are here for me now and I am here for you, both awake to what seems destiny knowing we'll give all else for this chance to be more spiritualy mature. I've been given another chance to recieve you with gladness and this time I am truely greatful of your presence and your goodness.  In our suffering we have surrendered our will and judgements to see eachother through eyes of Christ where there is no hinderence in providing for eachother's needs and lifting up prayer for every suffering.  We are becoming one in mind and in spirit in work of Jesus Christ that our hearts can be made perfect with each labor that we accomplish for glory of our Father in heaven.  I will give Him my upmost and my all by works of my hands and rendering of thy gospel that many can know of what a mighty God we serve.  Thou has done mighty work in my life for my heart has softed with every word in thy book. I love thee Father in heaven for all daily goodness comes from thee.  

I got up this morning and took shower to make myself feel clean and pretty.  I made myself a wonderful combination of toast and eggs over easy, savoring the yoke in my mouth.  I finished up the last smear with corner of toast thinking I can't wait to eat it again tomorrow.  I dressed myself in ways that I feel feminine and uplifted.  I apply minimum make-up to enhance my eyes and my lips so that they are sure to bring out my features in it's natural beauty.  I drive to work on time in my vehicle that makes all my daily routine convenient and at same time provides me safety and comfort from weather and tired legs from long days work.  I arrive at work that I was fortunate enough to get that enables my independence and allows me to shed my skills and talents to provide for my well being.  I stop at the grocery store to pick up gourmet Italian entrée that I have been craving to eat all day.  I arrive at my sweet home at last, that greets me with comfort and welcome.  Here I can be relaxed and let go of my inhibitions.  My display serves me pleasure with mesmerizing books, my colors, pampered pillows, abundance of savoring stocks on pantry, soft bed, running water and heat all serves me with pleasure and sense of being home.  I start my day working to please myself, going to work to earn provision for myself, and arriving home to pamper myself.  Therefore, with my time I will daily care for others and surely thank my Father in Heaven for my ability to care for myself, to please myself, and to uplift myself with all that He has given me.  I will kneel before Thee for sustaining my breath and for His promise to receive me in His paradise in the next life where I will be forever joyful in presence of His glory.