Thank you heavenly Father for steadfast workings of thy saints.  They bless me with their uplifting greetings, encouraging words, and testimonies of thy help in their lives in all trials and sufferings.  They take up eachother's burdens and reassure eachother the faithfulness of our heavenly Father  in all of His promises.  Our Father's plan is to train our hearts to be more like him so that we can be worthy to live in His paradise forever.  His plan is eternal and the more we work on our spirit to be wise and loving like Him, the more we are blessed while on earth and in the next life.  Thy servants sacrifice their will to be changed and grow by thy word and commandments.  They surrender to guidance of thy Holy Ghost speaking to their hearts and thou are able to intercede in our daily lives.  Thy holy work in me softens my hardened heart and give understanding to my stubborn mind.  Thou helps me to see the truth and beauty of who I am and causes me to be offended by dark and evil thoughts that attack to put me down.  I am made glad for thy servants are in training to be love for their words and actions are of goodness and kindness.  Thank you Father for my brothers and sisters in thy gospel for we are one in service of giving to this world and we are one in service in giving our hearts unto thee.  Thank you Father for giving us eachother in our efforts to doing all that thou require of us.  

Heavenly Father I don't know my coming and goings and I am confused about what I should be doing and what I should say in many situations.  I feel sure about what I feel and trust it sometimes but even then I later regret my words.  Help me Lord as I strive to embrace all that is good in people and all goodness that surrounds me.  I try to do all things that seem like a good decision and I wonder if you would approve or disapprove and begin to doubt my progress.  I long to be pleasing unto thee as I pursue things in life that seem to make sense and are of wisdom.  I doubt my perception and understanding of others for I am being corrected often by their living example.  I also judge others instantly and at their first offense and my thoughts  lead me to sin against thee Father.  Help me to remember their faults are my faults and my strength are others strength also for we are all in training to be like unto thee that I do not go down with pride as satan.  Thou has given each  soul thy unmerited gifts that we can be of blessing and help unto our selves and to others but at times I get carried away in my own needs and pursuits that I become blind and insensitive to needs of thy people.  Heavenly Father help me to serve as you do, see others through your eyes and understanding through your heart.  My tendency to condemn myself also makes life seems unbearable at times.  Please remove my dark and negative tendencies and remove all that offends thee in thy sight Lord.  My ways are tiring and trying Lord even though it is my chosen ways but thou knowest me better than I know myself so let thy ways be done and let thy will be fulfilled in me over all that I may plan or desire in my heart.  I do not know all your ways in my heart even though I read of thy words Lord.  Help me to be changed and molded by your character, your wisdom, and your grace Father.  My everlasting longing is for you and to be saturated by thy holy spirit in my heart.  Change my heart Father that I may be pleasing in thy sight this day.

Thank you Heavenly Father for drawing hearts of my children closer to thee and protecting them always.  Thou has spared their life and faithfully watched over them that they are not taken away fully in pressing urges of satan from every side.  Thy mercy has sustained their hearts to detest what is abominable in thy sight and grant them desire to embrace what is good and virtuous.  In their darkest hours of rebellion and temptations thou has not allowed them to fall beyond thy grace and thy kindness has sustained their joy in friendships and in their abilities to succeed.  Thou art long suffering and patient in all things and are able to change hearts and minds of all souls and bring them up in thy righteous  ways.  I love thee Father for thy ways always leads to love and goodness and thy correction leads us to humility and spiritual growth.  My sufferings are not in vain but thou uses ways of this world to make all things wonderful and glorious in thy sight.  My faults and weakness are to help me work on what is evident for me to change and overcome with thy help and I am thankful for the gentle leading of thy Holy Ghost and wisdom that leads me to safe path of everlasting life.  In my sin I can know the way back to  thee because thou corrects those whom thou loves and reveals the righteous path that I shall choose.  Through atonement of Jesus Christ I can repent of my sins and forsake sinful ways to be made right with thy spirit and I am made new and restored of thy blessings.  I love thee Father for thou has made a way for all thy people to receive thy son Jesus Christ into their hearts that we may be sustained in everlasting happiness in thy presence in next life to come.  I love you Father and I entrust unto thee all thy precious souls in thy eternal care.

Thank you Heavenly Father for this day of lightness in my heart for my yoke has been made light in expounding of thy words.  I seeked thy comfort and I asked that thy word would go forth to bless me once again morning, noon and night.  I became hastily diligent as to turn to my Father with my urgent need and waited on thee earnestly.  I looked out and listened for thy answer in helping hand or words of thy saints and also listened for the voice of thy Holy ghost as I meditated on thee.  My longing to be self sufficient in every way consumes my thoughts and my days and I rise each morning to see if thou wilt deliver me this day.  I have gained in my weakness realization that I cannot do anything significant unless thou would instill in me thy gifts and knowledge and accomplish all things in me and through me.  I cannot even think what's good for me to do unless thou would inspire such thoughts in me and guides me to the end.  I am but a child in this clay body and what I can accomplish can only be done with intercession of my Father's will in me.  I do not understand myself nor of heavenly things unless I read of thy teaching in thy book.  I cannot change my habits unless thou also grants me will and strength to enable it in me.  I inflict suffering on myself for I am weak on all sides and sow much regret and sorrow at end of day.  Nothing is constant and good in my life except for thy words that is my daily refuge and nothing comes between me and the love of my Father that I am given rest from my troubles and my hope is sustained in good things to come to pass in each new day.  My hope and strength comes from Him who sustains my life for He is my life and my heart is consumed in His ways.  I love you Heavenly Father for I choose thee as my own and thou has chosen me when thou has formed me and breathed life into my spirit and I will wait on thee with thy wisdom in my heart and good works before thee.

Thank you Heavenly Father for my daily work to help the days pass swiftly and productively.  Thank you for granting me the ability to work with my hands and the joy of being able to sing thy songs.  Thank you for the newness of each day that brings change, progress, and work that we must perform.  The work of my hands brings me blessing to my soul and my family and there is goodness in every good work.  My contemplation and meditation on thy words brings me peace and longing of my soul to be with thee forever.   I am overjoyed over thought of being in state of everlasting happiness and restored of all understanding,  knowledge, and being made whole in body and spirit.  I love the thought of being in thy presence, witnessing all that thou doest, and seeing all that thou has created in times past.  Thy other worlds and other constellations, dinasours, and thy many children from other worlds I long to know.  Witnessing things to come to pass and all things being created by going forth of thy word I long to see.  Seeing how thou has formed us in thy image and the resting place thou has prepared for us in thy kingdom I desire to know.  I long to know how there could be nothing and yet all things can be made and formed for thy glory and pleasure.  I wait for the day to see thee face to face and recognize the hand and the face of my eternal Father who had formed me and created my spirit into eternal being.  I love thee Heavenly Father for what thou has in store for me are beyond all beauty and things of this world.  It is wonderful that thy word would gather thy people here with thy power that we may partake in fullness of joy on judgement day.  Obeying thee and serving thee always leads to gladness of  heart and I am able to do all good things with gift and kowledge thou gave me to serve thy people in need.  Thank you Heavenly Father for my labors of service that is of great value and is of thy glory.

Thank you Heavenly Father for newness of this day where I am revived of strength and hope of thy works in me.  I rise to greet peace in early morning and another chance to sow good works for  thy kingdom.  All good that I am able to do thou has willed it in me and I remain helpless unless thy words go forth to accomplish it.  I am but a clay and I do not hold any power except to perform with my gifts and talents thou has given me.  All that I have and able to thou has given me and even understanding of thy ways are by thy works.  I love thee Heavenly Father for I love thy spirit living inside of me and guiding my heart to love all things that glorify thy name.  Good works I do in thy name thou stores up rewards in heaven for thou art generous and merciful to make it a blessing unto thy children.  Service unto thy people thou has said is service unto thee and work of thy kingdom. 
I am but a clay but thou has softened my heart and granted me the desire to accomplish the work of thy great and eternal kingdom where I may partake of eternal joy for rewards of my temporal works.  It is wonderful how great is thy love for thy children for we have the promise of eternal love and blessings of mighty and holy God of all heaven and earth. 
I am but a clay but thou has breathed life into this flesh that I may choose with my heart to return unto thee.
I am but a clay but thou has granted me thy words that I may know how to gain blessings by thy ways.
I  am but a clay but thy Holy Ghost has reminded me of thy promises and to try again each day to keep my eyes on the prize of living in thy paradise.
I am but a clay going to and fro on earth weary in my weaknesses and suffering but thou has interceded with love of thy saints to lift our yoke and comfort us with teachings of thy words.
I am but a clay seeking work and self reliance and thou has changed the minds and hearts of thy people to bless my path and protect my home.
I am but a clay being tempted on all sides but thou has brought me up in spiritual nurturing that I am strengthened and sustained in thy firm foundation of love and good works.  I praise thee Heavenly Father for all my goodness are inspiration of thy works.

My heart is over joyed at what thou has prepared for all those who love thee for it is greater than all that I have imagined and desired.  Thank you for thy promise to care for thy faithful servants for I am comforted that my eternal home awaits me and it is greater than all things I love and wished for in this world.  This life is but a short time that I prove to my Heavenly Father that I will obey thee through all temptations and that I love thee with all my might, mind, and strength.  My reward lasts into eternities for thou art generous and merciful in all thy giving.  Thy eternal reward will sustain me in state of pure heart and keep my works in bounds of goodness and joy.  Nothing of this world will remain as is for thou will reign over all and all will be subject unto thee and no soul can bring about oppression, afflictions, and ungodliness unto another.  My eyes are on the prize of being in thy presence forever and I am comforted as often as I think on thy rewards.  I serve an almighty God who is training me to be great in spirit and in wisdom that I may become perfect in likeness unto thee.  How wonderful it is that thou would raise a wretched being as I and bring me up in thy holy ways that I am made worthy to be in thy presence.  Thou cannot dwell with sin so by thy unmerited favor and sacrifice of thy son Jesus Christ, our sins are forgiven and we are made clean before thee.  The sufferings of our sins have been inflicted upon our Lord long ago so that upon repentance the price has been paid in full and justified unto Heavenly Father.  Thou has made possible what is impossible for us to attain for we cannot earn our way into heaven, but by thy mercy and atonement of thy son thou has granted us the greatest gift of free will that we may choose to serve thee and dwell with thee in thy paradise.  Thou has promised to bless us eternally for our temporary hardships and I will give my all and my life to thy service for I will eternally be in joy of thy glory.  I love thee Heavenly Father for in thee I am made whole, made prosperous, made glad, made strong, made to serve, made in thy image, and made into thy holy child.

Thank you Heavenly Father for the bounty of thy blessings we are about to receive.  Glimpse of so much wonderful things are starting to appear for our family that I have lifted up my thanks unto thee before the fulfillment in hopes of all things will come to pass that is of  thy will.  My heart acknowledges thy works and rejoice in thy generous gifts.  We are about to be delivered into a resting place where our family can worship thee in outpouring praise and in songs of thy good works.  Our hearts yearns to rejoice in thee and declare out loud what thou hast accomplished for us each day.  Thou has allowed us to fall into our own weaknesses that we are made humble in thy sight.  Our hearts declare what a mighty God we serve that thou would even use our sinful and miserable ways to help us come to thy rescue and refuge.  Thou art wise and merciful in all thy ways for thou art our rock and resting place for our weary spirit.  Thou rescues me from my doom in my sin and brings me back under thy grace where I am made whole and clean.  Thou requires only my love and commands us to do only that is righteous and of good works.  Thou art light of the world for ally thy souls for thy love for us penetrates all evil, darkness, and sins by upon our repentance we are restored back under thy care.  Thank you Heavenly Father for being our mighty God in redeeming our spirit that we may always grow to be like unto thy son Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior.  

Thank you Heavenly Father for thy humble servants who provides me their friendship and prayers in all my hardships.  They are all close to being made perfect by thy hand and are humbling example  of thy loving and faithful handywork in their spirit.  They give diligent service with joyful heart to my well being in their love for thee.  Thank you Father for lifting my spirit with fellowship of good news of thy gospel.  Thou also provides me with spirit of Holy Ghost to come into my heart and guides and teaches me of thy will and thy words.  I am blessed from all sides for I am thy child and thou has opened my eyes to see thy goodness all around me.  If it wasn't for thy will I could not will in my power to bring spoon onto my mouth nor apply knowledge to earn my keep.  Enjoying and being thankful for all thy blessings are also thy gift to my soul so I can rest from my troubles.  Thy spirit and thy words are my foundation to sustain my hopes of receiving all great things from thee that this world cannot offer.  My trust and my rewards are secure in thee and I long to be with my Heavenly Father some day and live in His presence, knowing of all His wonderous creations and great rewards that I will enjoy for all eternity.

As long as there is a new day I know there is much hope for me to begin again and do great work for my Heavenly Father.  I hope in thy power to accomplish all things through me for thy glory and thy purpose in all good works.  Father in Heaven please grant me a firm ability to render service with thy love.  My heart is easily discouraged by others frown and their mocking that I cannot stand strong in thy humble work.  But thou has assured me daily that I am greater than all thy creation and beloved child unto thee in thy word.  I do not feel great in my trials of living this life yet I rise every time I fall and come back to being restored of thy spirit within me.  I rise and fall all the day long but my hope is in thy power to change me someday that my heart will acquire thy charity and my hand full of good service.  This day forward I am a renewed spirit with renewed commitment, hope, and faith in my king.  My trials has brought me down to humble myself and awaken to the truth that I am made right with thee upon repentance of my sins.  Thy faithful love for me continues to bring me up in teachings of thy ways all the days of my life.  I thank thee Heavenly Father for I am under thy care, bound to be worthy to live with thee in thy great kingdom and not be ashamed in outer darkness.  Thou are our almighty God of all creation and spirit and I thank thee for thy daily work in amidst us and in our hearts.

Thank you Heavenly Father for this day of deeper fellowship with thy spirit.  I came before thee in humbleness with sacrifice in my obedience to thy words in deed and service to others thus far.  I have daily asked for thy forgiveness and received thy cleansing of my soul and worked diligently in works of thy kingdom.  I longed to feel thy spirit daily so I performed the hard work of loving those who are not lovable and helping those who do not deserve kindness.  I called on thee this day confident in my good works for thee and in renewed spirit in thy forgiveness that I would be found pleasing unto thee.  I communed with thee in remembrance of thy words and reverence of thy holiness.  I came to know  the deeper understanding of thy gospel in simpleness of truth for my mind was enlightened and my heart felt the warm and penetrating conviction of thy spirit in my soul.  I was brought to knowledge that I am one with Father in cleanness of my sins washed by blood of thy son Jesus Christ and that my soul does belong unto thee who had breathed my spirit into this temporal body for purpose of thy wisdom and glory.  I felt Heavenly Fathers spirit and His assurance that my presence on this earth has great purpose in test of our obedience to thy word in thy gift of our freedom to choose between good and evil. We are to be valiant in our hearts and faith in thy word and defending thy truth all of our lives that we may reap even greater reward of receiving state of eternal happiness in thy presence.  It is too wonderful to know with promise that defending thy truth to the end will gain for us a resting place in thy care for ever and ever.  There is no sadness, boredom, nor cares of the world in thy kingdom for we will be restored of all joy and wisdom and success in all that we do.  Thou will govern thy people in righteousness and no evil will tempt us to rob us of receiving fullness of thy blessings.  What thou has prepared for us is above what we can comprehend.  It is a place where thy hand had built all things of beauty and nothing offensive dwell with thee.  I love thee  Heavenly Father for thou reward thy children generously and mercifully and grants us the best gifts in pure desires of our hearts.

Thank you Heavenly Father for my many abilities and accomplishments that I am able to perform with thy help.  My days are full of my desire to serve and be productive in works of thy kingdom.  I am rich in knowing thee in my heart and mind and thy wisdom guides me in righteous path where thy grace sustains me in this life.  Thy words draws me into the depths of thy love for me in paying for my sins in the past, love of knowing thee in thy teaching now, and fullness of joy in obedience to thy words in future.  All that thou has planned are awesome and leads to perfection in all things and I can be like unto my Almighty Father, pure in heart and  awesome in power in all creations in thy kingdom.  Thy plans for me are lovely and merciful in this life for thou trains my spirit to be in likeness of thee and promises to bless me for all eternity.  Thou art gentle and patient all the days of my life for thou knows my weaknesses and also knows I love thee with all of my heart.  At times my body cannot sustain my joy and my longing for thee that I cry on to thee as a child longs for her parent.  I think on thee in my joy and in all my sadness and my days are consumed in thoughts of thee.  Thou has given me the gift of free will to choose thy loving wisdom in thy book to train me in thy ways.  All thy words leads me to living back in thy presence and I am grateful that thy mercy has caused me not to fall beyond thy correction and road to damnation in satan's grip.  In my trials of being changed in spirit and maturity I will persevere till my Heavenly Father brings me home where rest is bestowed upon my soul and body and where all good things are restored as it was in the beginning.  I love thee Father more than this world and I will serve thy people daily for every soul are precious in thy sight.

Thank you Heavenly Father for drawing hearts of my children closer to thee and protecting them always.  Thou has spared their life and faithfully watched over them that they are not taken away fully in pressing urges of satan at every side.  Thy mercy has sustained their hearts to detest what is abominable in thy sight and grant them desire to embrace what is good and virtuous.  In their darkest hours of rebellion and temptation thou has not allowed them to fall beyond thy grace and thy loving kindness sustained their joy with friendships and in their abilities.  Thou art long suffering and patient in all things and are able to change hearts and minds of all souls and bring them up in thy righteous ways.  I love thee Father for thy ways always leads to love and goodness and thy correction leads us to choose humility and growth of our spirit.  My sufferings are not in vain but thou uses things of this world to make all things wonderful and righteous in thy sight.  My faults and weaknesses are to help us work on what is evident for us to change and overcome with thy help and I am thankful for the gentle leading of thy Holy Ghost of wisdom that leads me to safety and path to everlasting life.  In my sin I can know the way back to thee in repentance of my sins that my heart can be right with thy spirit and I am made clean and restored of thy blessings.  I love thee Father for thou has made a way for all thy people to receive thy son Jesus Christ that we may be sustained in everlasting happiness in thy presence on judgement day.  I love thee Heavenly Father and I entrust unto thee all souls in my life in thy care.

Thank you Heavenly Father for hearing my prayers. I am weary of my troubles and mistakes that snatch my happiness at every turn.  I am very slow to learn of thy ways and I stumble into darkness all the day long.  What seems to be good and safe I find out I was made a fool.  I am impatient to hear thy answer to my prayer and choose my own understanding and I choose my path.  I am not good at anything I do but thou had mercy on me and comforted me in my misery of self pity and failures.  My words comes out from conviction of my heart yet they are dissolved into foolish outcome and waste of my heart felt effort.  I do not know the ways to go or to be yet thou has uplifted me with thy love and spirit of Holy Ghost in my heart.  I am sure of my savior's love for me for this has been proven to me again and again by His redeeming love.  My Father is almighty in power and glory who is worthy to receive all my love, praise, and thanksgiving for loving me in all my stumbling.  Thou has enlarged my heart to love others and disciplined me to choose righteousness for thy plans are higher than all that evil can do to me.  Thou has worked out all good things for good of thy children who loves thee and used evil for good and trials for humbleness.  Thy ways are surely higher than any in heaven and on earth for thou rules the world with love and power.

I love thee Father in Heaven for thou art awesome in power and in creation.  Thy creativity are in endless billions and endless life is instilled in every creature on, below, and above the earth. Thy beauty is majestic and magnificent, intricate and endless in details of elements and texture.  Thy creation and creativity are a shadow of thy greatness and almighty power.  Thy handy work and beauty cannot be compared but overwhelms our flesh in tears of awe and joy.  Thy works in our souls  are also in wonders and greatness of thy heart for we cry out in thanksgiving of joy and healing in thy forgiveness of our sins.  Thy holy words guides, teach, and correct us in path of blessings and heavenly rewards.  Thy words shows us the way back to live in thy holy presence.  Thou has revealed to thy children all the ways we should live to be guided by thy Holy Ghost living inside of us and be blessed in this life.  Thou has prepared our lives where we can claim thy blessings upon our daily repentance.  Thou art our great Father who's mercy and love pardons our straying heart and thy everlasting love draws us back to warmth and comfort of thy foundation where we can again persevere and stand fast to thy holy gospel to carry us through this life.  I love thee my Heavenly Father for thou art my rock and my personal savior who has made a way for me to be able to live with thee in thy great kingdom where all beauty and majesty that is beyond our comprehension.

Thank you Heavenly Father for thy power to accomplish all good things for thy children. I have come to know that thou art always prepared to bless us and make a way for us to receive all blessings upon faith, prayer, and obedience.  Thou has answered my prayers in thy loving kindness and has prepared thy people to bless my heart and my path long before I had made my supplication unto thee for help.  Thou knows my needs and my desires before I come to know what I desire.  Thou uses thy saints to testify unto me that thy works have begun in them long ago for their hearts are set in doing thy good works and their joy in our Lord Jesus Christ is profound and steadfast.  Thou works all things and hearts of thy people to bless my soul.  There are much goodness already at work around me but I had not faith nor understanding to ask for them of thee.  Help my faith Father in Heaven for I forget that it is thy will who accomplishes all good things to come to pass and I do not hold any power to uphold anything except thou wills it in me.  Please help me to accept thy blessings that awaits me and help me to be worthy to receive thy favor.  I am helpless in all things and do not know which ways are good for me.  I am anxious in all my decisions and feel inadequate in my pursuits.  I am nothing if thou does not sustain my life and lost with out thy holy words of instruction.  I doubt in my skills for I am easily pulled away from my confidence.  I fear for my doom in every major decisions and intimidated even in doing good.  I can do no good unless thy Holy Spirit guides me and reminds me of what thou requires of me.  I cling to thee Heavenly Father for even my heart deceives me to love what is not of thee and I cannot foresee what will become of me.  I depend on thee for every need and every desire for thou art my eternal love and my Holy Father who leads His people in path of all righteousness.

We feel we are alone in our troubles as though no one else has gone through it and no one feels exactly as I do.  As if I have been set aside from others to face this that seems uniquely my own.  But we share in possessing all emotions. We all experience deep hurts and loss that take our thoughts into far darkness of secrecy and detachment brooding hopelessness and anxiety.  In these times do not doubt Him who is source of all redemption and power.  It is our Heavenly Father who brought you times of rejoicing and miracle of all life and created your soul, body, and Spirit in His holy image.  Claim His power in leading you out as for a child for He is your inheritance as you choose to live by His standards and His commandments.  Utilize His power which is yours to use upon faith and obedience.  But first you have to surrender your free will and your authority over your life to that of teachings of Jesus Christ.  In this, HeavenlyFather will grant His good works to be accomplished in you and through you to bless your path and to build up mighty rewards in heaven. He will mold and restore unto you who you were born to be in His purpose and in His glory.  In this you will gain spiritual maturity and fullness of joy from our Heavenly Father.  Overcome your pride and desires of your will and apply His commandments to your daily life.  He has plans to make you prosperous and to lift you up in His knowledge and understanding through blessings that only comes from creator of your being.

Thank you Heavenly Father for hope of much good things to come in my life.  I feel that there is much to be received by thy plan and loving kindness that I am awaken to confidence in my distress.  Thou has prepared before time, in obedience to thy word I would be blessed.  And thou has been faithful to keep thy promises interceding in my heart and in my life to make good works to come to pass.  I have felt hope through Holy Ghost thou would redeem me to provide for my family's needs that we may worship thee in safety and happiness of heart.  I love thee Heavenly Father for all that we are about to receive for I know that thy gifts are what is good for our spirit and what is best for us.  Thou fills the desire of our hearts and provides our needs again and again by redeeming of our spirit upon repentance of our sins.  Thou has faithfully brought us back to grace of thy spirit that we are not afraid to always try to follow thy ways.  We are always mindful of thy uplifting and merciful ways that we are never too far from calling out to thee for redemption of our hearts and our lives.  Thou art generous in all thy gifts and rendering of wisdom and understanding.  I love thee Father for all my suffering and afflictions was not in vain for thou has used even evils of this world for good of thy people in perfecting our spirit and reaping of our rewards in heaven.  I love you Father for thou has prepared thy kingdom for those who are faithful to the end.

I came upon this place of happiness, in your presence where we are met by hopfulness of our friends.  We've never thought we would meet today by prayer of those who knew our hearts.  It's been long time since we last met because we were away learning our own lessons and finally matured in recieving eachother in love and we were humbled and thankful.  You told me you've been through a lot of heartaches and wondered if I was grieving your unhappiness. I said I was distressed over your suffering and did not have hope to lift you up for I was learning my own lesson. But now I know that in order for me to come out of my own suffering I needed to lift you up first and by keeping my eye on others, my good works can lift me out of my own pit of sadness.  I have hoped that genuine love I saw in few would also come my way when I have learned to fully appreciate you, treasure you, and serve you well.  I've learned how to be myself fully but now I know how to be who I want to be by loving and taking care of all souls and all good things that surrounds me.  You are here for me now and I am here for you, both awake to what seems destiny knowing we'll give all else for this chance to be more spiritualy mature. I've been given another chance to recieve you with gladness and this time I am truely greatful of your presence and your goodness.  In our suffering we have surrendered our will and judgements to see eachother through eyes of Christ where there is no hinderence in providing for eachother's needs and lifting up prayer for every suffering.  We are becoming one in mind and in spirit in work of Jesus Christ that our hearts can be made perfect with each labor that we accomplish for glory of our Father in heaven.  I will give Him my upmost and my all by works of my hands and rendering of thy gospel that many can know of what a mighty God we serve.  Thou has done mighty work in my life for my heart has softed with every word in thy book. I love thee Father in heaven for all daily goodness comes from thee.  

I got up this morning and took shower to make myself feel clean and pretty.  I made myself a wonderful combination of toast and eggs over easy, savoring the yoke in my mouth.  I finished up the last smear with corner of toast thinking I can't wait to eat it again tomorrow.  I dressed myself in ways that I feel feminine and uplifted.  I apply minimum make-up to enhance my eyes and my lips so that they are sure to bring out my features in it's natural beauty.  I drive to work on time in my vehicle that makes all my daily routine convenient and at same time provides me safety and comfort from weather and tired legs from long days work.  I arrive at work that I was fortunate enough to get that enables my independence and allows me to shed my skills and talents to provide for my well being.  I stop at the grocery store to pick up gourmet Italian entrée that I have been craving to eat all day.  I arrive at my sweet home at last, that greets me with comfort and welcome.  Here I can be relaxed and let go of my inhibitions.  My display serves me pleasure with mesmerizing books, my colors, pampered pillows, abundance of savoring stocks on pantry, soft bed, running water and heat all serves me with pleasure and sense of being home.  I start my day working to please myself, going to work to earn provision for myself, and arriving home to pamper myself.  Therefore, with my time I will daily care for others and surely thank my Father in Heaven for my ability to care for myself, to please myself, and to uplift myself with all that He has given me.  I will kneel before Thee for sustaining my breath and for His promise to receive me in His paradise in the next life where I will be forever joyful in presence of His glory.