Thank you Heavenly Father for this miraculous day of answered prayer. Through my trial thou has taught me to depend on thy deliverance and thy help each hour of each day.  I have talked to thee all the day long as I walk, as I eat, and as I sit for my troubles are many and I have brought the cares of this world upon thy feet.  I pleaded for thy help, thy intervention, and thy will to be done unto me. Thou knows that I am weak in mind and spirit and I cannot not accomplish any good thing unless thou causes me to be qualified to perform it.  I am ignorant in things of this world yet I am confident in thy power to perform all righteousness in me and through me to bless thy people.  My love for Heavenly Father grows each day for thou art my constant companion and I take refuge in thy word daily.  I converse with thee in my mind and good thoughts come upon me to guide me and to reveal unto me the ways to lighten my yoke and my path is made smooth.  Thou art my light in all darkness in this world, understanding in confusion, and truth in lying tongues.  Thou art my joy upon thinking on thee and at the truth that I am child of the Almighty and Eternal God of heaven and earth.  My thoughts are full of thy promises upon thy servants and fullness of joy that awaits me in thy kingdom.  My eyes are on the goal of obeying thy word performing my duty unto thee for thy word have captured my love and my soul.  My hands are raised unto thee in praise, worship, and thanksgiving for I am beggar of thy provision and thy riches. My feet are directed to walk in example of thy teaching and thy righteous works.  My mind is consumed with trying of mind and body not to sin against thee.  I long to be one with thee Heavenly Father in agreement to all thy ways and I will glorify thee with my life and my works during this earthly probation that I may enter into thy kingdom according to thy mercy and thy grace.

Thank you Heavenly Father for this blessed day.  Even as I endure these trials I am given rest from my sorrows that I have dug for myself. Much troubles I have faced in my freedom of choice and I have inflicted much pain with the same gift.  I have stumbled all my life yet I have been granted ten years of peace and joy in my children.  I have been shown great blessings yet I did not recognize the fullness of Heavenly Fathers blessings at the time therefore,  I did not partake in all that I have been given.  I look back and I wished I had loved more no matter the adversity I was facing.  And now in my current trials I tell myself to love more still even when I am being hated and it's so hard to do the right when my heart feels hate too.  My fear of consequence of being chastised by Heavenly Father caused me to choose the right and surrender my will and directing of my heart unto God.  I am saddened even when I obey His voice but soon I am clear in my conscious and I know the end result will be mercy and not misery.  I will not do what I desire and do what is required of me from my heavenly judge.  I've tried living life by my understanding and my wisdom.  And it was unbearable heartache and weariness I have endured.  Therefore my Father in heaven is my guiding path to living this mortal life and happiness ever since.  I have given my life worshiping Him and I have been given rest in my trials and deliverance through supplication and restored of joy in my children and in His daily guidance.  I am of my Father for in Him I feel love and peace as I partake of His words unto my soul.  I love Him and this I am sure with all of my heart and all of my being.

My life has taught me to survive much pain by not to giving up on what is good.  I feel like giving up but then the kind words and invitations to do good by others carries me to another day. I am in so much pain that all I can see and prefer to to see is what brings me down.  It's easier and increasingly confirming to give into what I hear the most.  I tend to believe what is not true because I have habit of dismissing what my heart says and convince myself into decisions that is not of me.  Much of what I tell myself is not of me nor true of who I am.  I know my heart but I cannot stand up to defend it for I lack confidence in my truth.  I come to my resting place of scripture reading and prayers and think on what I have been dealt and practice speaking what is in my heart.  I consider the consequences of my words and other's habitual reactions and I conclude that it is alright for others to oppose for it is well worth practicing to be courageous.  I long to speak my mind and yet I judge myself harshly when I have been wrong that feel hesitant to voicing my words again.  I see that this is my weakness for then it also causes me to judge others harshly in my heart.  I have resolved to listen and speak when I can be of help and when being asked.  When I am wrong I tell myself I am deserving of  same mercy Jesus Christ has shown unto others for I am remorseful and repentant.  I assure myself with kind words and forgiveness and practice saying I can be just as wrong as others and I love myself for truly trying and doing better for what I know to be true and good.  I am not afraid to try because I am not as afraid to make mistake or be wrong for now I encourage myself to be better as easily as I encourage others around me.

Father in heaven, please help me to give all good that I have been given.
Help me to embrace all those that I have judged.
Help me to share what I have enjoyed the most in my life.
Help me to be servant of all those whom I thought was lower than me.
Help me to be taught by those who have been touched by you.
Help me to be changed by the lessons I have learned in thy word.
Help my heart to take in all those that you would grant mercy.
Help my ways and habits that is stumbling block to your glory.
Help my perception in seeing the beauty in thy people inside and out.
Help my preconcieved idea of who is thy chosen.
Help my thoughts be humble enough to be thy servant.
Help my fear that I do not back down from answering to unbelievers of thy abiding love and mighty power.
Help my stubborness that I may grow spiritually in likness of Jesus Christ.
Help my doubts that my faith in thy desire to uplift me and thy ability to help me is constant as fulfillment of all thy words.
Help my weaknesses so that I know it is thy hand that has helped me through this life.
Help my being that I may accomplish my purpose of living as a true child of Heavenly Father being pure and virtuous in all things.
Above all, please help my tongue that thou may be praised and revered all the days of my life that I may dwell in thy kingdom for all eternity.